LISA
SCOTTOLINE
Synopsis
from Goodreads:
Save
Me will have readers wondering just how far they would go to save the
ones they love. Lisa Scottoline is writing about real issues that
resonate with real women, and the results are emotional,
heartbreaking and honest.
Rose McKenna volunteers as a lunch
mom in her daughter Melly's school in order to keep an eye on Amanda,
a mean girl who's been bullying her daughter. Her fears come true
when the bullying begins, sending Melly to the bathroom in tears.
Just as Rose is about to follow after her daughter, a massive
explosion goes off in the kitchen, sending the room into
chaos.
Rose finds herself faced with the horrifying
decision of whether or not to run to the bathroom to rescue her
daughter or usher Amanda to safety. She believes she has accomplished
both, only to discover that Amanda, for an unknown reason, ran back
into the school once out of Rose's sight. In an instance, Rose goes
from hero to villain as the small community blames Amanda's injuries
on her. In the days that follow, Rose's life starts to fall to
pieces, Amanda's mother decides to sue, her marriage is put to the
test, and worse, when her daughter returns to school, the bullying
only intensifies. Rose must take matters into her own hands and get
down to the truth of what really happened that fateful day in order
to save herself, her marriage and her family.
In the way that
Look Again had readers questioning everything they thought they knew
about family, Save Me will have readers wondering just how far they
would go to save the ones they love. Lisa Scottoline is writing about
real issues that resonate with real women, and the results are
emotional, heartbreaking and honest.
Stats
for my copy:
Hardback, St. Martin's Press, 2011.
How
acquired:
Bought.
First
line:
Rose McKenna stood against the wall in the noisy cafeteria, having
volunteered as lunch mom, which is like a security guard with
eyeliner.
My
thoughts: This
author is one who I see a lot of but had never read until now. She
seems to be popular, and it's definitely an easy read, requiring no
thought or concentration. But it wasn't a particularly compelling
read.
Rose's
dilemma was an interesting one. When there's an explosion in the
kitchen and a fire breaks out while she is volunteering for lunch
duty at her daughter's school, she has to quickly decide whether to
save the three girls in the cafeteria, or rush closer to the fire
where her daughter had retreated to a handicapped bathroom. Torn, she takes the other three girls to a doorway leading into a hall, where
a teacher is ushering kids out, and tells them to run outside. Then
she goes back to save her daughter, and she literally does save her
daughter's life.
I did not connect with Rose at all. Her
daughter has a birth mark on her face, and is constantly teased and
bullied, and apparently the only reason Rose volunteered for lunch
room duty was so she could spy on her daughter and her daughter's
bullies – the three girls mentioned above, with Amanda being their
ringleader. After watching Amanda tease Melly, and the other two
girls laughing, Rose confronts them as the lunch period ends and the
rest of the kids head out to recess, which is why she and the girls
are in the cafeteria when the fire starts. Rose
is hailed as “Hero Mom” by the press, until it comes out that
Amanda, despite Rose taking her to the doorway, was seriously
injured, and for most of the book it's not known whether she will
live or die.
I
was interested to see how the bullying would play out, but after the fire not much happened with that. I don't have
much personal experience with bullying, so I can't say for sure how I
would react if I were Rose and Melly were my daughter. I don't think
I would react the way Rose did. I don't think I would volunteer at my
daughter's school just so I could look out for her. Melly is obsessed
with Harry Potter, often reciting different incantations from the
books, and Rose hates that. She thinks that Melly's love of all
things Potter makes her different from the other kids, and brands her
as being weird, contributing to why she is being bullied. I found
that incredibly frustrating. At one point she tries to force Melly to
read an American Girl book, because the other girls, Amanda included, are
crazy about them. Honestly, I felt like Rose was a whiner who felt as
sorry for herself as she did for her daughter.
Then
the story turned a corner and became more about Rose investigating
the cause of the fire. It's ruled accidental, but she is convinced
otherwise. And then an incident from her past becomes public
knowledge, an incident that she never confided to anyone, including her husband and her
best friend. And then other people die, and she begins snooping
around like an investigative reporter, even going undercover, trying to connect everything.
The
best part of the book was Rose's husband, Leo. He's not Melly's
biological father, but he adores her and she adores him, and his
conversations and interactions with Melly were fantastic and
charming.
One
other minor irritation that started to get to me – when Rose was in
her car driving and accelerated, which she did a lot, she was
constantly described as feeding the car gas. The phrase “fed the
car gas” was used so much that at one point I stopped reading to
take a picture of the page and post on Instagram and Litsy that if I
read those words one more time I might scream. Coincidentally, the
phrase did not show up again in the following pages. Instead, Rose began constantly
hitting the gas. In fact, she hit the gas twice on one page, making
me think that after the second time she must be going around 120 mph.
The
resolution was nice. The book was ok. Didn't love it, didn't hate it.